You know how most dogs forgive and forget rather quickly... well, Mocha is not one of those dogs.
Today at lunch I decided to give the dogs their heart worm, flea, tick, and other worm prevention medicine that you squeeze on their neck. So, I tear the foil off the package and immediately Mocha runs under our bed. (Great, I forgot to close our bedroom door.) So, I give Coffee her meds without any problem and give Winston his. I go to the bedroom to get Mocha out from under the bed. She won't come. So, I give Coffee and Winston treats for being good... thinking maybe Mocha will come. Didn't work. Finally, I get her out through baiting her by leaving the treat on the floor and acting like I'm walking away. She really is the smartest of the three dogs. After I get her to sit still long enough to put it on her neck, she runs back under the bed. Well, I was about to have to leave to pick Christian up from school. So, I let the dogs outside one more time... And Mocha refused to come back inside. So, I leave her out there while I was gone for three hours. I get home a little before six, and she STILL runs to the bedroom or away from me.
She's such an emo dog at times.
Much love,
Em
if you want to know where your heart is... look to where your mind goes when it wanders
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Practicum II
When I received my Practicum II placement, I was first a little disappointed because A the school was in Oklahoma and B the paper didn't actually say the teacher or grade I would be observing. Big let down. Then, I schedule an appointment to meet the principal and get placed in a classroom. So, I drive over the bridge to the small town of Moffett, OK. Population: 173. Yes, that is a total of one hundred and seventy-three people. Obviously, I find the school without a hitch; however, where on earth is the office!?! I park on one side of the school, which looks different than any school I've ever seen, and start to walk around trying to find the office. The school is not enclosed and pretty much doesn't have signs for people who may be visiting. So, I peek in a window to see a cafeteria. I peek in another window to see a gym like building. Finally, I give up and ask someone. They tell me that the office is located in a small house next door. REALLY? So, I briskly walk over there trying my best to still be on time for my appointment... only to be told that the principal left early and was somehow confused by our appointment time. What a start. Needless to say, I was not feeling very positive at that point. So, I scheduled to come back the following morning - this morning - to try things again.
Long story short, everything turned out great today, and I feel much better about my placement in small town Moffett. The principle, I later come to learn is actually the superintendent, turns out to be a really nice man who places me in a third grade class of only 16 students. (a huge plus in my book) Also, my mentor teacher seems like a fun, easy going yet constantly on the move lady who I really look forward to learning from this semester. I'm nervous about the change from observing kindergarteners; however, I know it will be a rewarding experience and one that will allow me to see what teaching older children will be like if I end up teaching an upper elementary grade. Plus, I'm learning a lot about the pros and cons of teaching in a smaller school district. For example, the kids get two snack breaks a day and seem to have more freedom and flexibility at lunch time. I guess only time will tell... but overall I'm feeling much better about my placement today than I did yesterday.
Long story short, everything turned out great today, and I feel much better about my placement in small town Moffett. The principle, I later come to learn is actually the superintendent, turns out to be a really nice man who places me in a third grade class of only 16 students. (a huge plus in my book) Also, my mentor teacher seems like a fun, easy going yet constantly on the move lady who I really look forward to learning from this semester. I'm nervous about the change from observing kindergarteners; however, I know it will be a rewarding experience and one that will allow me to see what teaching older children will be like if I end up teaching an upper elementary grade. Plus, I'm learning a lot about the pros and cons of teaching in a smaller school district. For example, the kids get two snack breaks a day and seem to have more freedom and flexibility at lunch time. I guess only time will tell... but overall I'm feeling much better about my placement today than I did yesterday.
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Zac and I had a really nice weekend. I got some much need relaxing time... and got a ton of things done around the house. Or at least it felt that way. I still feel like I need to do more but for now that can wait. I mean really... there is only so much one girl can do. One thing I do have to mention is that I HATE MICE. Why won't they die already?!? I know it is gross and all, but I'm extremely sick and tired of cleaning up mice poo. I have poison out everywhere - away from dog access - and still they don't seem to die. My next step will be to buy steel wool and stuff it into every semi-hole possible in the walls, closets, etc. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated.
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Tonight in my Special Education class, I was told that I could get my full masters in Special Education by taking one more year of classes online through UA after I complete my endorsement. So exciting! Maybe I'm not a complete failure after all... in completing school in a timely fashion. We will see. I'm going to research it more tonight and see how plausible it will be for me to do.
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Sad truth. I use dictionary.com/thesaurus.com way too much. I check my diction and spelling regularly... and sometimes uncontrollable. Oh well, if it helps me sound more like an educated individual, I guess it's okay.
Sad truth number two. Zac and I find tosh.o disturbingly funny... and I find it extremely too racial... but we watch it just for laughs and "I can't believe he just said that" moments. Oh, and I got rid of cable as of a couple of days ago. We still seem to have it though... I guess maybe we will until I take the cable box to the Cox store (?). I've received an email notification saying they disconnected it. So, I'm surprised we are still able to watch it. I'm not complaining.. For now, we will enjoy the luxury...
Much love,
Em
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Get Things Done
Today is a "Get Things Done" type of day.
I will be cleaning, doing laundry, and homework pretty much all day... minus the matinee showing of Underworld: Awakening.
Oh, and we were feeling bad for Winston having to sleep on just a couple of blankets in his cage... so, we put our two big, fluffy pillows that we really never use in there to soften up his bed. In less than a day, he destroyed the first one. This morning, I woke up to this.
Wish me luck...
Em
I will be cleaning, doing laundry, and homework pretty much all day... minus the matinee showing of Underworld: Awakening.
Oh, and we were feeling bad for Winston having to sleep on just a couple of blankets in his cage... so, we put our two big, fluffy pillows that we really never use in there to soften up his bed. In less than a day, he destroyed the first one. This morning, I woke up to this.
Wish me luck...
Em
Friday, January 20, 2012
Reflecting on Resolutions
I bet you all are wondering how I'm doing on my resolutions for this year. I think I'm doing pretty well so far.
1. I plan to keep a blog.
So far I seem to be blogging regularly. Some days I want to write more than one thing on here... partly just to record specific events in my life but also to share my thoughts with others... but often times I decide what I wanted to write isn't worthy enough to write down. Either way, I hope I can keep it up even as my school semester becomes more demanding.
2. I plan to limit my sweets.
I've done very well on limiting, or eliminating, my sweets. So far I've had my one dessert for January. And I haven't been tempted to slip either. Although, it is only January... I don't think it will be too difficult to keep the limiting sweets resolution.
3. I plan to exercise regularly.
Last week I exercised almost everyday. This week I haven't done as well. I'm not sure why, really.. but I plan to exercise this weekend several times to make up for it.
4. I plan to lose weight.
I guess to "know" whether or not you have lost weight, you have to weight yourself at some point. I have yet to decide to step on the scale. So, I'm not doing so well on my #4 resolution; however, I do feel better since I have been exercising more and eating moderately. I need to just plan a day to weigh myself and get it over with. I guess Friday, today, is a good day to do that... maybe I'll brace the scale in a minute and embrace my resolution head on.
5. I plan to study the Bible.
So far I've read and studied the Bible more than I was doing but still not enough to say I'm fulfilling my resolution. I'm definitely not setting aside thirty minutes five days a week like I initially planned on doing.
6. I plan to maintain my household duties in a timely fashion.
Well that schedule I made a couple of weeks ago, it's a little intense... a little too structured (to say the least). Good thoughts and intentions but not realistic. I'm doing a good job maintaining my household duties... but not the "deep cleaning" things I wanted to do regularly. I think I'll blame it on the fact that I've been cleaning and organizing my friend's house for money. Coming home and cleaning my own house for free just isn't as gratifying as cleaning another person's house for cash.
Well, I started out saying that I'm doing a good job keeping up with my resolutions. After reflecting more on them, I'm not doing so hot. What can I do differently? How can I work harder to fulfill them? Step one: just do it. Just exercise. If I could read while walking better, that would help. I guess I could just walk slower and longer and be able to study while exercising. I guess I could not watch so many episodes of Breaking Bad at night... and clean something. (But the show is so good! And we are almost finished with the third season. I know, pretty sad.) Another thing I should work on is going to bed earlier. Zac and I really need to work on that. Staying up late is a horrible habit that is extremely hard for us to change. Mornings just come way too quickly...
Anyway, clearly there are several things I need to work on. I guess step two would be to get off here and do them. Hopefully next time I reflect on my resolutions, I will have done a better job fulfilling them.
Much love,
Em
1. I plan to keep a blog.
So far I seem to be blogging regularly. Some days I want to write more than one thing on here... partly just to record specific events in my life but also to share my thoughts with others... but often times I decide what I wanted to write isn't worthy enough to write down. Either way, I hope I can keep it up even as my school semester becomes more demanding.
2. I plan to limit my sweets.
I've done very well on limiting, or eliminating, my sweets. So far I've had my one dessert for January. And I haven't been tempted to slip either. Although, it is only January... I don't think it will be too difficult to keep the limiting sweets resolution.
3. I plan to exercise regularly.
Last week I exercised almost everyday. This week I haven't done as well. I'm not sure why, really.. but I plan to exercise this weekend several times to make up for it.
4. I plan to lose weight.
I guess to "know" whether or not you have lost weight, you have to weight yourself at some point. I have yet to decide to step on the scale. So, I'm not doing so well on my #4 resolution; however, I do feel better since I have been exercising more and eating moderately. I need to just plan a day to weigh myself and get it over with. I guess Friday, today, is a good day to do that... maybe I'll brace the scale in a minute and embrace my resolution head on.
5. I plan to study the Bible.
So far I've read and studied the Bible more than I was doing but still not enough to say I'm fulfilling my resolution. I'm definitely not setting aside thirty minutes five days a week like I initially planned on doing.
6. I plan to maintain my household duties in a timely fashion.
Well that schedule I made a couple of weeks ago, it's a little intense... a little too structured (to say the least). Good thoughts and intentions but not realistic. I'm doing a good job maintaining my household duties... but not the "deep cleaning" things I wanted to do regularly. I think I'll blame it on the fact that I've been cleaning and organizing my friend's house for money. Coming home and cleaning my own house for free just isn't as gratifying as cleaning another person's house for cash.
Well, I started out saying that I'm doing a good job keeping up with my resolutions. After reflecting more on them, I'm not doing so hot. What can I do differently? How can I work harder to fulfill them? Step one: just do it. Just exercise. If I could read while walking better, that would help. I guess I could just walk slower and longer and be able to study while exercising. I guess I could not watch so many episodes of Breaking Bad at night... and clean something. (But the show is so good! And we are almost finished with the third season. I know, pretty sad.) Another thing I should work on is going to bed earlier. Zac and I really need to work on that. Staying up late is a horrible habit that is extremely hard for us to change. Mornings just come way too quickly...
Anyway, clearly there are several things I need to work on. I guess step two would be to get off here and do them. Hopefully next time I reflect on my resolutions, I will have done a better job fulfilling them.
Much love,
Em
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Caffeine
I use to think that caffeine didn't affect me... but I'm slowing believing that it does. Every day that I forget to get or decide not to have a coffee or soda, I regret it later that afternoon/night.
I wish I felt up to writing more because I have several things I'd like share, but I guess they will have to wait. Tomorrow I WILL get my caffeine. Or should I try and wean myself off needing it?
Goodnight.
Em
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Rest
Last weekend I participated in a ladies conference titled "Busyness is So Not a Spiritual Gift". The speaker, Lisa Harper, was one of the best women speakers I've ever heard. She was passionate, hilarious, and knew the things she spoke about and presented her talk in an honest, heart-felt way. She spoke more on the necessity of rest than actually busyness, which surprised me. She defined spiritual rest as when the roots of one's heart are sunk deep into the soil of God's sovereign mercy. She said that there are four different kinds of rest mentioned within the bible. They are: Creation Rest, Eternal Rest, Canaan Rest, and Sabbath Rest. I loved the way Harper blended modern day references with biblical passages. She had a way of making things clear and understandable in today's world through comical thoughts and figurative language. When talking about Creation Rest, she said, "After God created the world, he rested. He did not go right in to fix another problem... like helping men understand women." I wasn't able to jot down other things like that, but she was excellent at making things relevant in society today. She also said that we have the image of God in us and are wired for rest, too. We must also look for God's thumb print in people. She spoke on the importance to carve out time to rest and be alone with God. She explained that this does not mean doing your weekly bible study for class or grabbing your prayer list. This means being completely alone with God and meditating on his word through reading, praying, and listening to what God has to say to you when you are still. She encouraged us to divert daily (15-30 minutes), withdraw weekly (2-4 hours), and abandon annually (one full day alone). The divert daily and abandon annually seem to be doable to me; however, the withdraw weekly for 2-4 hours... to be completely alone and focused on God will be more challenging for me. I'm not sure I will keep up with this recommendation completely, but I do plan to devote more time to meditate on His word and allot time to pray without distractions. She encouraged us to write it down and dedicate a specific time in our planner... otherwise we won't do it. So, I have written down specific times I plan to work on spiritually resting.
Lately Zac and I have started to watch the TV show Breaking Bad on Netflix. This is IMDB's description of the show: "Informed he has terminal cancer, an underachieving chemistry genius
turned high school chemistry teacher turns to using his expertise in
chemistry to provide a legacy for his family... by producing the world's
highest quality crystal meth." The show is so much more than that. I've learned a lot about what all goes into actually making drugs and selling them... not to mention all the drama and potential danger (and stupidity) druggies deal with on a daily basis. It's extremely sad. I honestly think I'm learning so much more about why drugs are so awful and horrible by watching the show. Last night one of the episodes we watched almost brought me to tears. I won't go into a lot of plot detail, but it basically showed the household of an extremely drug addict couple who sadly brought a little boy into the picture. Clearly, the little boy had not had a bath in weeks and was NEVER talked to or even acknowledged, let alone fed. The child appeared to be about four years old and did not seem to really know how to respond to someone talking to him. He was even drawn into communication by playing peek-a-boo, a game much too young for a boy his age. It seriously broke my heart. It made me realize just how bad some children have it. The little boy even turned the TV to some infomercial channel as if he was watching cartoons. It made me think about the kids I will one day have in my classroom. Will any of them come from households like that? Yes. They probably will... and I just pray I will be able to help them to the best of my ability.
Winston turns one on the 20th and the girls turned four on the 15th. I can't believe we have had Mocha and Coffee for almost four years!
Here's some pictures of them as puppies.
Last Friday, I picked up a Boston Creme Pie as a surprise for my mom. It has always been her favorite... and I'm not good at making it. So, I had The Cake Place make it for me. She was extremely surprised and loved it. I will say that it was delicious and my one dessert for this month.
Much love,
EM
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Winston turns one on the 20th and the girls turned four on the 15th. I can't believe we have had Mocha and Coffee for almost four years!
Here's some pictures of them as puppies.
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Mocha |
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Sleeping sisters |
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Coffee |
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Mocha |
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I think this is Mocha... she was the more photogenic puppy. |
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Mocha |
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Coffee and I |
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Last Friday, I picked up a Boston Creme Pie as a surprise for my mom. It has always been her favorite... and I'm not good at making it. So, I had The Cake Place make it for me. She was extremely surprised and loved it. I will say that it was delicious and my one dessert for this month.
Much love,
EM
Friday, January 13, 2012
TGIF
TGIF!!
When I was young, I remember thinking that it was not okay to actually say "Thank God it's Friday" because it seemed to be taking God's name in vain. Instead I said, "Thank Goodness it's Friday". For some reason that is the way I was taught growing up. I realize now how sad that type of thinking sounds. I am thanking God it's Friday and should not feel wrong for saying it. So, TGIF :)
This weekend I will be going back to Russellville to attend a women's conference with my mom. It's called "Busyness is so NOT a Spiritual Gift". I'm looking forward to spending some quality one-on-one time with my mom and am curious to learn more about balancing my life by becoming less busy.
On Sunday, I will be driving to Searcy with my dad. He has a high school class reunion so I offered to ride along to keep him company and to visit my friend Rachel while there. I'm excited about also getting to spend some father-daughter time together. Lots of driving, though.
I'm really glad I get to spend some quality time with my family and friends this weekend. I doubt I'll get many more relaxing ones later in the semester. This morning I went to class and got a headache just hearing all the assignments and things I will be doing for the rest of the semester. I must plan ahead and stay on top of things... I just keep telling myself "it's almost over, it's almost over" to keep motivated. I'm just ready to get my placement information and start the 60+ hours of observations in the classroom. I can't really start on many assignments until then anyway. Oh, and I can't really work on my school assignments I need to work on until the rest of my textbooks come in... Amazon better hurry up! I've got two things I have to read and do by next Wednesday.
Okay, enough with that.
While I'm in Russellville, Zac will be spending his weekend with two of his best friends, Chris and Nate.
I'm sure they will spend countless hours playing WOW (World of Warcraft, for those deprived from the gaming lingo) with intermittent trash talking and possibly running, since that is their "new thing". Yes, Zac has just signed up to run another half marathon. This time he will be running with a group of his friends in Nashville. It's going to be a "guy's weekend"... And Zac is determined to outrun them all. I'm really glad I married such a passionate man... if he isn't pushing himself to get big by lifting weights and drinking/eating obscene amounts of protein, then he's counting carbs and running himself dead tired. Gotta' love him. He's such an inspiration to others (and myself) because of the determination and dedication he puts into everything he does. To say the least, I'm extremely blessed. Here are some pictures of my lovely husband and the many ways I'm proud to call him my husband.
These pictures are just a glimpse of how inspiring and amazing my husband has been and continues to be. I thank God for bringing him into my life and keeping him in it every day for the rest of my life.
Much love,
Em
When I was young, I remember thinking that it was not okay to actually say "Thank God it's Friday" because it seemed to be taking God's name in vain. Instead I said, "Thank Goodness it's Friday". For some reason that is the way I was taught growing up. I realize now how sad that type of thinking sounds. I am thanking God it's Friday and should not feel wrong for saying it. So, TGIF :)
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This weekend I will be going back to Russellville to attend a women's conference with my mom. It's called "Busyness is so NOT a Spiritual Gift". I'm looking forward to spending some quality one-on-one time with my mom and am curious to learn more about balancing my life by becoming less busy.
On Sunday, I will be driving to Searcy with my dad. He has a high school class reunion so I offered to ride along to keep him company and to visit my friend Rachel while there. I'm excited about also getting to spend some father-daughter time together. Lots of driving, though.
I'm really glad I get to spend some quality time with my family and friends this weekend. I doubt I'll get many more relaxing ones later in the semester. This morning I went to class and got a headache just hearing all the assignments and things I will be doing for the rest of the semester. I must plan ahead and stay on top of things... I just keep telling myself "it's almost over, it's almost over" to keep motivated. I'm just ready to get my placement information and start the 60+ hours of observations in the classroom. I can't really start on many assignments until then anyway. Oh, and I can't really work on my school assignments I need to work on until the rest of my textbooks come in... Amazon better hurry up! I've got two things I have to read and do by next Wednesday.
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Okay, enough with that.
While I'm in Russellville, Zac will be spending his weekend with two of his best friends, Chris and Nate.
I'm sure they will spend countless hours playing WOW (World of Warcraft, for those deprived from the gaming lingo) with intermittent trash talking and possibly running, since that is their "new thing". Yes, Zac has just signed up to run another half marathon. This time he will be running with a group of his friends in Nashville. It's going to be a "guy's weekend"... And Zac is determined to outrun them all. I'm really glad I married such a passionate man... if he isn't pushing himself to get big by lifting weights and drinking/eating obscene amounts of protein, then he's counting carbs and running himself dead tired. Gotta' love him. He's such an inspiration to others (and myself) because of the determination and dedication he puts into everything he does. To say the least, I'm extremely blessed. Here are some pictures of my lovely husband and the many ways I'm proud to call him my husband.
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His football days |
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Before the body transformation... |
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The love and respect he has for his mother |
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Dating me for 3+ years... and waiting/respecting me throughout |
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Asking me (young 15 year old) to his senior prom |
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Giving me a dozen red roses for my 16th birthday with one silk rose... the card said, "I'll love you til' the last one wilts away." (or something like that) |
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Running his first 1/2 marathon in Memphis |
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After his first 1/2 marathon |
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Dedicating time to help others in Mexico (and Nicaragua... and in our community) |
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Um, the transformation to live a healthy life |
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Asking me to marry him |
Working hard at a work conference in Boston (and everyday at home) |
Being silly before running another 1/2 marathon in LR |
With Nate before (or after?) running a 1/2 marathon in Oklahoma |
Being asked to officiate the marriage of his cousin and high school friend, Nikki |
Knowing he will be an amazing father some day |
Being asked to officiate another marriage |
Loving his family |
After the warrior dash - being a bad A |
Maintaining and conditioning his body to be a healthy individual |
Much love,
Em
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Today's Readings
Willful stupidity and laziness make me livid.
Work hard and become a leader; be lazy and become a slave.
- Proverbs 12:24
Lazy people don’t even cook the game they catch, but the diligent make use of everything they find.
- Proverbs 12:27
Take a lesson from the ants, you lazybones. Learn from their ways and become wise!
- Proverbs 6:6
Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper.
- Proverbs 13:4
A lazy person’s way is blocked with briers, but the path of the upright is an open highway.
- Proverbs 15:19
Pay attention and learn good judgment,
2 for I am giving you good guidance.
Don’t turn away from my instructions.
3 For I, too, was once my father’s son,
tenderly loved as my mother’s only child.
to shoot out lies.
They refuse to stand up for the truth.
They only go from bad to worse.
They do not know me,”
says the LORD.
Here
are some things I've read today. I
found these scriptures interesting and insightful.
Lazy people are soon poor; hard workers get rich.
- Proverbs 10:4
Lazy people irritate their employers, like vinegar to the teeth or smoke in the eyes.
- Proverbs 10:26
Lazy people are soon poor; hard workers get rich.
- Proverbs 10:4
Lazy people irritate their employers, like vinegar to the teeth or smoke in the eyes.
- Proverbs 10:26
(insert family, friends, etc in place of employers)
Work hard and become a leader; be lazy and become a slave.
- Proverbs 12:24
(What enslaves you?)
Lazy people don’t even cook the game they catch, but the diligent make use of everything they find.
- Proverbs 12:27
Take a lesson from the ants, you lazybones. Learn from their ways and become wise!
- Proverbs 6:6
Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper.
- Proverbs 13:4
A lazy person’s way is blocked with briers, but the path of the upright is an open highway.
- Proverbs 15:19
(Life is so much easier when you free yourself from briers trapping you from truly living.)
A lazy person is as bad as someone who destroys things.
- Proverbs 18:9
- Proverbs 18:9
(Many times a lazy person transforms into a person who destroys things...)
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I've
included a passage from Psalms about people who lie and follow evil. It
reminds me of God's faithfulness to His followers and vengeance to
those who choose not to follow Him.
Psalm 52
For the choir director: A psalm[a] of David, regarding the time Doeg the Edomite said to Saul, “David has gone to see Ahimelech.”
1 Why do you boast about your crimes, great warrior?
Don’t you realize God’s justice continues forever?
2 All day long you plot destruction.
Your tongue cuts like a sharp razor;
you’re an expert at telling lies.
3 You love evil more than good
and lies more than truth.
Don’t you realize God’s justice continues forever?
2 All day long you plot destruction.
Your tongue cuts like a sharp razor;
you’re an expert at telling lies.
3 You love evil more than good
and lies more than truth.
4 You love to destroy others with your words,
you liar!
5 But God will strike you down once and for all.
He will pull you from your home
and uproot you from the land of the living.
you liar!
5 But God will strike you down once and for all.
He will pull you from your home
and uproot you from the land of the living.
6 The righteous will see it and be amazed.
They will laugh and say,
7 “Look what happens to mighty warriors
who do not trust in God.
They trust their wealth instead
and grow more and more bold in their wickedness.”
They will laugh and say,
7 “Look what happens to mighty warriors
who do not trust in God.
They trust their wealth instead
and grow more and more bold in their wickedness.”
8 But I am like an olive tree, thriving in the house of God.
I will always trust in God’s unfailing love.
9 I will praise you forever, O God,
for what you have done.
I will trust in your good name
in the presence of your faithful people.
I will always trust in God’s unfailing love.
9 I will praise you forever, O God,
for what you have done.
I will trust in your good name
in the presence of your faithful people.
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This Proverb has always encouraged me to do good and seek wisdom.
Proverbs 4
A Father’s Wise Advice
1 My children,[a] listen when your father corrects you.Pay attention and learn good judgment,
2 for I am giving you good guidance.
Don’t turn away from my instructions.
3 For I, too, was once my father’s son,
tenderly loved as my mother’s only child.
4 My father taught me,
“Take my words to heart.
Follow my commands, and you will live.
5 Get wisdom; develop good judgment.
Don’t forget my words or turn away from them.
6 Don’t turn your back on wisdom, for she will protect you.
Love her, and she will guard you.
7 Getting wisdom is the wisest thing you can do!
And whatever else you do, develop good judgment.
8 If you prize wisdom, she will make you great.
Embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will place a lovely wreath on your head;
she will present you with a beautiful crown.”
“Take my words to heart.
Follow my commands, and you will live.
5 Get wisdom; develop good judgment.
Don’t forget my words or turn away from them.
6 Don’t turn your back on wisdom, for she will protect you.
Love her, and she will guard you.
7 Getting wisdom is the wisest thing you can do!
And whatever else you do, develop good judgment.
8 If you prize wisdom, she will make you great.
Embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will place a lovely wreath on your head;
she will present you with a beautiful crown.”
10 My child,[b] listen to me and do as I say,
and you will have a long, good life.
11 I will teach you wisdom’s ways
and lead you in straight paths.
12 When you walk, you won’t be held back;
when you run, you won’t stumble.
13 Take hold of my instructions; don’t let them go.
Guard them, for they are the key to life.
and you will have a long, good life.
11 I will teach you wisdom’s ways
and lead you in straight paths.
12 When you walk, you won’t be held back;
when you run, you won’t stumble.
13 Take hold of my instructions; don’t let them go.
Guard them, for they are the key to life.
14 Don’t do as the wicked do,
and don’t follow the path of evildoers.
15 Don’t even think about it; don’t go that way.
Turn away and keep moving.
16 For evil people can’t sleep until they’ve done their evil deed for the day.
They can’t rest until they’ve caused someone to stumble.
17 They eat the food of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence!
and don’t follow the path of evildoers.
15 Don’t even think about it; don’t go that way.
Turn away and keep moving.
16 For evil people can’t sleep until they’ve done their evil deed for the day.
They can’t rest until they’ve caused someone to stumble.
17 They eat the food of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence!
18 The way of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
which shines ever brighter until the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like total darkness.
They have no idea what they are stumbling over.
which shines ever brighter until the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like total darkness.
They have no idea what they are stumbling over.
20 My child, pay attention to what I say.
Listen carefully to my words.
21 Don’t lose sight of them.
Let them penetrate deep into your heart,
22 for they bring life to those who find them,
and healing to their whole body.
Listen carefully to my words.
21 Don’t lose sight of them.
Let them penetrate deep into your heart,
22 for they bring life to those who find them,
and healing to their whole body.
23 Guard your heart above all else,
for it determines the course of your life.
for it determines the course of your life.
24 Avoid all perverse talk;
stay away from corrupt speech.
stay away from corrupt speech.
25 Look straight ahead,
and fix your eyes on what lies before you.
26 Mark out a straight path for your feet;
stay on the safe path.
27 Don’t get sidetracked;
keep your feet from following evil.
and fix your eyes on what lies before you.
26 Mark out a straight path for your feet;
stay on the safe path.
27 Don’t get sidetracked;
keep your feet from following evil.
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This
passage reminds me of the judgment disobedient people endure when they
choose to follow their own desires rather than following God's
commands.
Jeremiah 9
1 [a]If only my head were a pool of water
and my eyes a fountain of tears,
I would weep day and night
for all my people who have been slaughtered.
2 [b]Oh, that I could go away and forget my people
and live in a travelers’ shack in the desert.
For they are all adulterers—
a pack of treacherous liars.
and my eyes a fountain of tears,
I would weep day and night
for all my people who have been slaughtered.
2 [b]Oh, that I could go away and forget my people
and live in a travelers’ shack in the desert.
For they are all adulterers—
a pack of treacherous liars.
Judgment for Disobedience
3 “My people bend their tongues like bowsto shoot out lies.
They refuse to stand up for the truth.
They only go from bad to worse.
They do not know me,”
says the LORD.
4 “Beware of your neighbor!
Don’t even trust your brother!
For brother takes advantage of brother,
and friend slanders friend.
5 They all fool and defraud each other;
no one tells the truth.
With practiced tongues they tell lies;
they wear themselves out with all their sinning.
6 They pile lie upon lie
and utterly refuse to acknowledge me,”
says the LORD.
Don’t even trust your brother!
For brother takes advantage of brother,
and friend slanders friend.
5 They all fool and defraud each other;
no one tells the truth.
With practiced tongues they tell lies;
they wear themselves out with all their sinning.
6 They pile lie upon lie
and utterly refuse to acknowledge me,”
says the LORD.
7 Therefore, this is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies says:
“See, I will melt them down in a crucible
and test them like metal.
What else can I do with my people?[c]
8 For their tongues shoot lies like poisoned arrows.
They speak friendly words to their neighbors
while scheming in their heart to kill them.
9 Should I not punish them for this?” says the LORD.
“Should I not avenge myself against such a nation?”
“See, I will melt them down in a crucible
and test them like metal.
What else can I do with my people?[c]
8 For their tongues shoot lies like poisoned arrows.
They speak friendly words to their neighbors
while scheming in their heart to kill them.
9 Should I not punish them for this?” says the LORD.
“Should I not avenge myself against such a nation?”
10 I will weep for the mountains
and wail for the wilderness pastures.
For they are desolate and empty of life;
the lowing of cattle is heard no more;
the birds and wild animals have all fled.
and wail for the wilderness pastures.
For they are desolate and empty of life;
the lowing of cattle is heard no more;
the birds and wild animals have all fled.
11 “I will make Jerusalem into a heap of ruins,” says the LORD.
“It will be a place haunted by jackals.
The towns of Judah will be ghost towns,
with no one living in them.”
“It will be a place haunted by jackals.
The towns of Judah will be ghost towns,
with no one living in them.”
12
Who is wise enough to understand all this? Who has been instructed by
the LORD and can explain it to others? Why has the land been so ruined
that no one dares to travel through it?
13 The LORD replies, “This has happened because my people have abandoned my instructions; they have refused to obey what I said. 14 Instead, they have stubbornly followed their own desires and worshiped the images of Baal, as their ancestors taught them. 15
So now, this is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies, the God of Israel,
says: Look! I will feed them with bitterness and give them poison to
drink. 16 I will scatter
them around the world, in places they and their ancestors never heard
of, and even there I will chase them with the sword until I have
destroyed them completely."
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Tonight
we have a 30% chance of snow with no significant snow accumulation.
This makes me happy even if we won't be able to see any snow on the
ground. I'm just ready for winter weather and the slight prospect of
snow.
Here's a cute picture of our house from last year when it snowed.
Much love,
Em
Monday, January 9, 2012
Happy Birthday, Missy Lou!
Classes went well today. I feel like it will be a busy but productive semester.
One of my favorite professors, Dr. Weber, said something really neat today. I'm not sure if she came up with this on her own or found it somewhere, but I think its noteworthy and original. She said, "Writing is the inking of your thinking."
So true.
Today, I'm thinking a lot about my mother - today is her birthday. Last Friday, I talked to Christian briefly in the car and told him that my mom's birthday would be Monday. He said that his brother's birthday is Monday, too. He then asked me what year she was born. :) Only an eight year old would come right out and ask that. So, I told him 1958. He then said she probably played Atari games. It amazes me daily the amount of unique knowledge this little eight year old knows and teaches me all the time.
Since he brought up Atari games, I had to look it up myself to see what all he was talking about. He reads Nintendo magazines monthly and seems to acquire quite a bit of information about the history of gaming many children would not seem to remember.
Anyway, back to my momma. When she was younger, her entire family called her Missy until one day she came home from school and decided she did not want to be called Missy anymore. Regardless, some (most) of her family still calls her Missy; which, she has grown to love. I often refer to her as Missy Lou... and she calls me Emmy Lou... its one of our mother-daughter things I'll always love. We primarily do it via email.
Words cannot express how blessed I am to have such a wonderful role model in my life. She works hard to be a respectful, loving wife... as well as a caring, patient daughter... and (of course) an encouraging, amazing mom. Growing up I can honestly say that our relationship was not close at all. I built walls that hindered our friendship from developing until after I left home and came to realize how much I need my mother. She's the first person I think about calling when I'm down and the automatic go-to person I call when I have some great news I want to share. I don't know (and have no desire to know) what my life would be like if we didn't have such a close relationship today.
Love you, Mom. Thank you for all you do.
Emily
One of my favorite professors, Dr. Weber, said something really neat today. I'm not sure if she came up with this on her own or found it somewhere, but I think its noteworthy and original. She said, "Writing is the inking of your thinking."
So true.
Today, I'm thinking a lot about my mother - today is her birthday. Last Friday, I talked to Christian briefly in the car and told him that my mom's birthday would be Monday. He said that his brother's birthday is Monday, too. He then asked me what year she was born. :) Only an eight year old would come right out and ask that. So, I told him 1958. He then said she probably played Atari games. It amazes me daily the amount of unique knowledge this little eight year old knows and teaches me all the time.
Since he brought up Atari games, I had to look it up myself to see what all he was talking about. He reads Nintendo magazines monthly and seems to acquire quite a bit of information about the history of gaming many children would not seem to remember.
Anyway, back to my momma. When she was younger, her entire family called her Missy until one day she came home from school and decided she did not want to be called Missy anymore. Regardless, some (most) of her family still calls her Missy; which, she has grown to love. I often refer to her as Missy Lou... and she calls me Emmy Lou... its one of our mother-daughter things I'll always love. We primarily do it via email.
Words cannot express how blessed I am to have such a wonderful role model in my life. She works hard to be a respectful, loving wife... as well as a caring, patient daughter... and (of course) an encouraging, amazing mom. Growing up I can honestly say that our relationship was not close at all. I built walls that hindered our friendship from developing until after I left home and came to realize how much I need my mother. She's the first person I think about calling when I'm down and the automatic go-to person I call when I have some great news I want to share. I don't know (and have no desire to know) what my life would be like if we didn't have such a close relationship today.
Love you, Mom. Thank you for all you do.
Emily
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Lovely, Lazy Last Weekend
I've just had such a lovely, lazy last weekend before my last semester of college classes begins tomorrow morning.
I'm NOT but AM looking forward to it. If that can be possible.
I've watched entirely too many movies and too much tv and have actually eaten and slept completely too much this weekend.... too be completely honest. But that's okay. Because tomorrow I will not be able to be lazy for the next five months at least. And I'm okay with that. I can't wait to see what this semester has in store for me and all the different things I will be learning over the next several months. Wish me luck!
Oh, and I'll leave this post with a dialog from a movie Zac and I watched this weekend that we haven't seen since it came out: Talladega Nights.
"It's because it's what you love, Ricky. It is who you were born to be. And here you sit, thinking. Well, Ricky Bobby is not a thinker. Ricky Bobby is a driver. He is a doer. And that's what you need to do. You don't need to think. You need to drive. You need speed. You need to go out there, and you need to rev your engine. You need to fire it up. You need to grab a hold of that line between speed and chaos, and you need to wrestle it to the ground like a demon cobra! And then, when the fear rises up in your belly, you use it. And you know that fear is powerful, because it has been there for billions of years. And it is good. And you use it. And you ride it; you ride it like a skeleton horse through the gates of hell, and then you win, Ricky. You WIN! And you don't win for anybody else. You win for you, you know why? Because a man takes what he wants. He takes it all. And you're a man, aren't you? Aren't you?" - Susan
Much love,
Em
I'm NOT but AM looking forward to it. If that can be possible.
I've watched entirely too many movies and too much tv and have actually eaten and slept completely too much this weekend.... too be completely honest. But that's okay. Because tomorrow I will not be able to be lazy for the next five months at least. And I'm okay with that. I can't wait to see what this semester has in store for me and all the different things I will be learning over the next several months. Wish me luck!
Oh, and I'll leave this post with a dialog from a movie Zac and I watched this weekend that we haven't seen since it came out: Talladega Nights.
"It's because it's what you love, Ricky. It is who you were born to be. And here you sit, thinking. Well, Ricky Bobby is not a thinker. Ricky Bobby is a driver. He is a doer. And that's what you need to do. You don't need to think. You need to drive. You need speed. You need to go out there, and you need to rev your engine. You need to fire it up. You need to grab a hold of that line between speed and chaos, and you need to wrestle it to the ground like a demon cobra! And then, when the fear rises up in your belly, you use it. And you know that fear is powerful, because it has been there for billions of years. And it is good. And you use it. And you ride it; you ride it like a skeleton horse through the gates of hell, and then you win, Ricky. You WIN! And you don't win for anybody else. You win for you, you know why? Because a man takes what he wants. He takes it all. And you're a man, aren't you? Aren't you?" - Susan
Much love,
Em
Friday, January 6, 2012
Working on my fitness...
I LOVE my new workout set up! Thank you Dad for giving us your monitor/tv that you don't need anymore. We greatly appreciate it.
Isn't it perfect?!
Isn't it perfect?!
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Just Another Day
Last May, I decided to quit my job at Liberty bank and start picking up some kids from school and watching them until their parents get off work. I watched one 12 year old girl and two 8 year old boys. This was for two separate families that live down the street from each other. Because of some job changes for one family, I am primarily watching only one boy this semester. I watched this child full time last summer and over this past holiday break. He has taught me so much about children and what life will be like once I become a parent. He has also taught be a lot about children with special needs and the impact I can have on them as a future teacher. I also can't help but notice things that I know I did when I was a kid that must have annoyed my parents so much. For example, yesterday I took him to the Fort Smith Nature Center for a change of scenery and... honestly, just something else to do before school resumed today. So, we drove over there just in time for "critter crunch" and watched a guide feed a rattlesnake a little mouse. This past summer we got to visit the Nature Center several times, but I still find the experience interesting and somewhat sad to see a snake first bite the mouse to inject venom into it and then wait patiently for the mouse to die before slithering over to it and somehow unhinging his jaws to swallow the little mouse whole. After watching "critter crunch", we decided to take a little hike through a path outside. If you haven't ever been to the Fort Smith Nature Center, you should plan a trip. It is actually a really neat place with a small lake you can fish or canoe in and several paths you can walk outside. The center itself is really engaging and fun as well. Here's the link to their website.
http://www.rivervalleynaturecenter.com/
Anyway, before we went on our walk I said that I was going to use the restroom and asked if he needed to go as well. He said he didn't.... but I told him he should at least try to go since we would be walking without any restrooms around. (He didn't try to go....) Surprise, surprise! Not five minutes into the walk, he says he really needs to use the restroom. It hit me then that I knew I had done the same thing when I was his age. So annoying... but definitely something all kids do at some point. Since we were in the woods, I just told him to go by a tree... hoping nobody would walk by. Luckily nobody did.
That was just one example of how I am reminded that I was once a kid that did the exact same things he does that tend to annoy me. The other two kids I watched have also done things or acted in ways that I know I did when I was their age, especially the 12 year old, preteen girl. Gah, I've called my mom a number of times to ask if I was really that moody. Pretty amusing watching children age and grow as an adult instead of a child. It gives you a completely different viewpoint and personal experience to add to the situation. I've always heard the phrase "with age comes wisdom"... well, it is definitely true.
http://www.rivervalleynaturecenter.com/
Anyway, before we went on our walk I said that I was going to use the restroom and asked if he needed to go as well. He said he didn't.... but I told him he should at least try to go since we would be walking without any restrooms around. (He didn't try to go....) Surprise, surprise! Not five minutes into the walk, he says he really needs to use the restroom. It hit me then that I knew I had done the same thing when I was his age. So annoying... but definitely something all kids do at some point. Since we were in the woods, I just told him to go by a tree... hoping nobody would walk by. Luckily nobody did.
That was just one example of how I am reminded that I was once a kid that did the exact same things he does that tend to annoy me. The other two kids I watched have also done things or acted in ways that I know I did when I was their age, especially the 12 year old, preteen girl. Gah, I've called my mom a number of times to ask if I was really that moody. Pretty amusing watching children age and grow as an adult instead of a child. It gives you a completely different viewpoint and personal experience to add to the situation. I've always heard the phrase "with age comes wisdom"... well, it is definitely true.
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One thing I REALLY want to get is a privacy fence. Yesterday Winston had to stay in his cage pretty much all day except for a short break when Zac came home for lunch. We have a fenced backyard, but the fence is not near sturdy or strong enough to ensure our dogs' safety when we are gone. Pretty sad. So, when I got home from work... I took Winston to Creekmore park for a long, brisk walk. He loved it! I really enjoy walking Winston and feel 1000000000 times safer with a mean looking (but extremely sweet and honestly timid) pit-bull at my side. Anyway, I had a guy from a fencing company come out the other day to give us a free estimate. He explained that it would be best to remove some of the trees by the fence-line (which we don't have many and only one good size tree) and said it would cost about $2300!! I did not like that price at all. We are considering putting it up ourselves but honestly know very little about what all that requires and what type of budget we should expect. I'd love to put one up for $1000... but I think $1200-1500 is a more reasonable amount to think about. Either way, it is still a huge expense we are putting off spending. Maybe this Spring we will find the urge to put one up. I just hate having to leave Winston in his cage for so long. Now that school is about to start, I will be coming home more frequently... so perhaps it won't be a huge problem. Maybe eventually we can leave him out in the house with the girls.
I'll leave you with some precious pictures of our dogs.
Winston tired from the dog park. |
Miss Mocha!!! |
The dogs waiting patiently for Zac to give them some food at Thanksgiving. |
Isn't he pitiful? |
Zac took this picture the other night when he came to bed late. Doesn't she look like a little human that fell asleep reading? |
Much love,
EM
Monday, January 2, 2012
Wesley Cleaning Schedule
This whole blogging thing is new to me; nevertheless, I think I'm going to enjoy it.
Just now I browsed Pinterest for some cleaning ideas and schedules. None of them fit what I was looking for completely. So, I created my own weekly schedule I plan to follow to the best of my ability. I was going to attach a link to what I created; however, it didn't work. So I have copied and pasted the "Wesley Cleaning Schedule" here.
(I am spacing it down quite a bit so you can see it without interfering with the pictures and junk to the right.)
Before Christmas I started to gather pictures that I wanted to print and frame in black and white. I wanted it to look somewhat artsy but still affordable. So, I decided to buy the cheapest frames I could find from Walmart... which were simple and thin. I printed the pictures online and picked them up at Walgreens. In my opinion, it turned out quite nicely. Here's a picture of the final display on the wall above the couch in our living room. I also collect elephants and decided to include a couple of prints I liked on elephant poo paper. Yes, the paper is made of elephant poop. I bought it back when I was going to school for graphic design and finally have a neat reason to use it. The picture makes the paper seem white and plain, but its really cream colored with a natural wrinkle and grain appearance. What do you think?
After looking at the picture again, I think I will lower the top picture of our house a hair and scoot the picture of the dogs a little to the left.
I'm currently reading The Help and am having a hard time putting it down. If you haven't read it, I highly recommend reading it at some point. It really makes me appreciate the people before me and the things they did to make our country a better place. Sometimes we forget to look at the journey we've come and reflect only on our current situation.
My break from school is flying by way too quickly. I know that come next Monday I will have zero free to time enjoy sitting back and reading for leisure. Oh well. It will be worth it in the end. At least most of the school material I will be reading throughout the semester is actually interesting and insightful to me. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
Anyway, I should go and finish my book...
Much love,
Em
Just now I browsed Pinterest for some cleaning ideas and schedules. None of them fit what I was looking for completely. So, I created my own weekly schedule I plan to follow to the best of my ability. I was going to attach a link to what I created; however, it didn't work. So I have copied and pasted the "Wesley Cleaning Schedule" here.
(I am spacing it down quite a bit so you can see it without interfering with the pictures and junk to the right.)
Sunday | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Saturday |
Change Sheets | Sweep Living Room | Vacuum LR | Sweep Bathroom | Clean Kitchen | Dust Living Room | Relax |
Change Towels | Sweep Kitchen | Vacuum FE | Mop Bathroom | Wipe Counters | Dust Kitchen | Take out trash |
Wash Clothes | Sweep Front Entry | Vacuum BR | Wipe Mirror | Wipe Fridge | Dust Front Entry | Organize/Clean |
Fold Clothes | Sweep Bedroom | Vacuum Couch | Clean Counter | Scrub Sink | Dust Bedroom | specific area |
Hang Up Clothes | Sweep Gameroom | Sort Mail | Clean Toilet | Change Towels | Dust Gameroom | needing attention |
Clean window door | Vacuum other | Clean shower twice | Clean microwave | Wash curtains once | Yard Work | |
once a month | areas as needed | a month | once a month | a month | as needed | |
Sweep BR closet | Vacuum vents | Clean baseboards | Mop kitchen twice | Dust lights/fans | Bathe dogs | |
twice a month | every other month | once a month | a month | every other month | as needed | |
Clean baseboards | Clean half bath | |||||
every other month | once a month | |||||
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Before Christmas I started to gather pictures that I wanted to print and frame in black and white. I wanted it to look somewhat artsy but still affordable. So, I decided to buy the cheapest frames I could find from Walmart... which were simple and thin. I printed the pictures online and picked them up at Walgreens. In my opinion, it turned out quite nicely. Here's a picture of the final display on the wall above the couch in our living room. I also collect elephants and decided to include a couple of prints I liked on elephant poo paper. Yes, the paper is made of elephant poop. I bought it back when I was going to school for graphic design and finally have a neat reason to use it. The picture makes the paper seem white and plain, but its really cream colored with a natural wrinkle and grain appearance. What do you think?
After looking at the picture again, I think I will lower the top picture of our house a hair and scoot the picture of the dogs a little to the left.
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I'm currently reading The Help and am having a hard time putting it down. If you haven't read it, I highly recommend reading it at some point. It really makes me appreciate the people before me and the things they did to make our country a better place. Sometimes we forget to look at the journey we've come and reflect only on our current situation.
My break from school is flying by way too quickly. I know that come next Monday I will have zero free to time enjoy sitting back and reading for leisure. Oh well. It will be worth it in the end. At least most of the school material I will be reading throughout the semester is actually interesting and insightful to me. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
Anyway, I should go and finish my book...
Much love,
Em
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